The IT organization at the company I work for has consisted of Tall Joel and myself. It always has. Tall Joel is the fucking man when it comes to administration. He can do anything; he can fix almost any problem and he always knows exactly the best way to do things.

I'm the network technician. I know less. I don't suck at my job, although I spend a lot of time telling myself that I do.

Tall Joel is leaving the company, which means our IT organization will be me. Me. The keys to the castle, the whole 9 yards. I will do everything. I'm fucking terrified. What if everyone finds out I don't know what the hell I'm doing? What if I'm a total faker? I feel like a total faker.